urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iron_stars iron_stars iron_stars 2006-01-17T00:49:52Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iron_stars:1983 2006-01-17T00:49:52Z 2006-01-17T00:49:52Z For a moment there i thought i might <br />of had it figured out.<br />I want her to know than im in it for <br />the long haul. <br />I like you a lot.<br />More than you think.<br />Third Eye Blind.<br />I dropped out of high school.<br />Sounds like a bad decision, but it <br />feels right.<br />Full time job. College.<br />No car. <br />I dont mind riding my bike and the bus.<br />But i cant take my girlfriend to a <br />movie on my bike.<br />Saw Glory Road. Good movie.<br />Jumper.<br />Your friend really makes me mad.<br />So much coming back early to hang out <br />with me.<br />What am i going to do in the meantime?<br />Allllll day to myself.<br />Painting?<br />Music?<br />Movies?<br />Biking?<br />I feel better about life, but not<br />completely happy.<br />I know what i need to do, but do i <br />want to?<br />Yes.<br />I need to change.<br />I love you.<br /><br />//sky// urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iron_stars:1778 2005-11-27T07:21:06Z 2005-11-27T07:21:06Z im so unhappy... so confused. <br /><br />i just want to get away from everything........ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iron_stars:1512 2005-10-07T04:05:20Z 2005-10-07T04:05:20Z i shadow box on my free time.<br /><br />my phone is broke. it belong in south pheonix.<br /><br />theres this girl..shes really cute. i really like her. <br>she drives me home somtimes. she listens to bad hip hop.<br /><br />i get to write a story in mythology. this excites me.<br>i havent written a story in a long time.<br /><br />my new shoes are starting to smell bad. i wore socks <br>this time too.<br /><br />i like jumba juice and sunflower seeds.<br /><br />Rick comes out at the end of the month. we get to see <br>Beck together.<br /><br />"Dank" isn't a cool word. And when the time comes, niether is "Agg"<br /><br />much love.<br /><br />..skysky.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iron_stars:1132 2005-07-26T09:36:02Z 2005-07-26T09:36:02Z Jon Brion- Punch Drunk Love soundtrack On I think Friday, Morgan, Jake, Danielle L., this other kid who's wayyyyy cool, and i feel really bad right now for not remembering his name, and I went to Big Surf and enjoyed the free wave pool during a company party(we've got "the IN" when it comes to that place). That was lots of fun. Its a good feeling to see your relationship with people growing. Its makes life alot of fun living. <br /><br />Saturday I had lots of fun at one of my best friends 18th birthday party. Swimming....Pizza....endless bowls of hashhhh.....the works!<br /><br />Sunday, Jason and I caught You and Me and Everyone We Know. Very enjoyable. <br /><br />The last couple of days I've hung out with Jason and Matt, and its been reallllll fun. Its nice to be able to drive....if i want food, i can have food. If i wanna drive out to Scottsdale to see a flick, I can do it. I dont have to depend on anyone, when it comes to a ride, anymore. I love it.<br /><br />I love rain.<br /><br />I love being dependable.<br /><br />I love Matta's taco salad.<br /><br />I love "Punch Drunk Love".<br /><br />I love friends.<br /><br />I hate the cut on my leg.<br /><br />I hate uncomfortable boxers.<br /><br />I hate the empty feeling after being dumped.<br /><br />I hate the hot air my car pumps perfusly.<br /><br />I hate how it's easier to write down things I hate. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iron_stars:824 2005-07-21T10:09:09Z 2005-07-21T10:10:04Z VNV- Beloved "life is a bitch." i like her soooooo much. the worst feeling in the world i decided is to care for someone with nothing in return. i never wanted her to force herself into a relationship....i hoped shed realise how fun life can be when your with someone who cares about you like i did her......i guess i failed at that one. I dont even know how i feel yet....."life is a bitch"<br /><br />//sky//<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />p.s Gabi and I broke up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iron_stars:588 2005-07-14T10:02:46Z 2005-07-14T10:02:46Z Moby- Natural Blues The last few weeks have been soooo exciting! my family and i did our annual carlsbad trip, where rick joined us a few days in. he then came with on our exciting drive home and spent all that next week with me. we had a good time.....gabi broke up with me....we saw a few movies.....IIIIIIII took gabi back when she CRAWLED back, cause thats the guy i am........and Alvin and da Spacesuit Oktopuss!!!! played that saturday. Rick an i then travled in plane back to the state of california. where i am currently. Ive recently recorded alllllot.....saw You an Me and Everyone We Know, which i liked.(not a GREAT movie, kidna awkward at times but very recomendable).......and tonight i racked me shin soooo hard on this huge box ind ill have the coooolest scar in a month or so! so thats that.....the most exciting part of my summer yet! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iron_stars:453 2005-06-29T04:56:12Z 2005-06-29T04:56:12Z My neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew livejournal. I havent been on for over a year....maybe I'll get back into it.